ACT FOUR
FADE UP
INT. DARK ROOM - CONTINUOUS
Bill stands ominously in the doorway. The Girl is afraid. Buffy is afraid for her.
BILL What's the matter girly girl? Don't you wanna unwrap your gift?
Bill doesn't wait for an answer. He rushes the closet. Buffy tries to block the way, but Bill goes straight through her and grabs the Girl. The Girl YELPS. Bill drags the Girl out of the closet and tosses her on the bed. He SMACKS her.
BILL Shh. Relax. This is gonna be a blast.
Bill reaches into his pockets and pulls out a cigarette and lighter. The frightened Girl peers up through her eyelashes, tears welling in her eyes. Bill lights the cigarette and indulges a few puffs. He positions himself on the bed, lowering on top of the Girl. He takes a long puff and, with an evil grin, blows the smoke into the Girl's face. She COUGHS.
BILL Ain't that cute.
Buffy WAILS in the background. Bill LAUGHS. His hand with the cigarette moves down the length of the Girl's body to a spot in between her legs.
BILL Can you feel the heat?
Bill promptly burns the Girl's inner thigh with the cigarette. The Girl CRIES OUT in terrible pain. Bill covers her mouth with his hand. He tosses the cigarette, leaving behind a sizzling red mark. His hand goes to his pants. He unbuttons, unzips.
Close on the Girl's eyes. Bill GRUNTS. Her eyes widen. Her SCREAM is muffled by Bill's hand.
The bed shakes, hitting the wall again and again. Bill's body almost entirely covers the Girl's, the faint PLEADINGS from the Girl audible.
Buffy can only watch in absolute horror. She's in shambles on the floor, crying uncontrollably.
BUFFY Enough. Please...I can't take this anymore. Please. Stop.
VOICE (OS) Easy for you to say.
Buffy's head snaps up. Now in the room is Faith. Her Faith.
BUFFY Faith? Is it--is this--
FAITH --must be nice to have people regularly listen to what you're sayin'. (beat) In this world, words don't exist. What good are they if nobody listens? They don't listen. They don't care. Whether you're pleadin' with the scumbag to stop rapin' you, or askin' God for the millionth time to get you the hell outta here...
BUFFY Why couldn't you just tell me? Why do it like this?
FAITH How do you put this into words?
Buffy has no answer.
FAITH Fifteen years. If I couldn't do something as simple as use the words "I" "LOVE" "YOU" in the same sentence for fifteen years...what makes you think this would be easier?
BUFFY I don't...I had no idea...that it was like this.
FAITH Ain't really the first thing that comes to mind when you wonder about childhood memories. Be glad this is it for your experience. First time you're seein' it--last time you're seein' it. I lived it. Every day, I see it--feel it--hear it...and bein' a fuckin' slayer makes it worse by makin' the sensations all the more powerful!
Buffy slowly gets off the floor. She approaches Faith, the dark slayer waiting without emotion. Buffy brings her hand to Faith's face. She gently combs her fingers across smooth skin. Faith leans in to the touch.
BUFFY I'm never going to forget this. Not just because it's so horrifying and tragic and reprehensible...but because it happened to you.
Faith exhales shakily.
BUFFY I-- (pause) --sweetness, wake me up. Please. I don't want to do this here.CUT TO:
INT. BUFFY'S BEDROOM - CONTINUOUS
Buffy wakes with a start. Her breathing rapid. Her cheeks are stained by tears with some still escaping her eyes. Buffy massages her face, rubs her temples, grasps her hair. She's flustered, disheveled. She slides out of bed and walks over to the window. No snow. She looks over at the clock on her nightstand--it's 3:00 am. She rushes to the dresser, pulls out a pair of jeans and a blouse and places them on the bed. She flicks on the light. She opens the door and is startled by the presence of Faith in the hallway, staring profoundly at her.
BUFFY I was just about to come see you.
FAITH Kinda figured that. What kinda girlfriend would I be if I didn't accommodate my woman?
Buffy pulls Faith into a passionate kiss. Faith melts into it. Buffy is more needy. When they separate, they stay locked in an air-tight embrace.
BUFFY You don't have to tell me you're not like the others. I never felt for them what I feel for you.
FAITH It was easier with them.
BUFFY Since when do I prefer life to be easy?
FAITH I'll give ya that one.
Buffy disengages. She takes Faith's hand and guides her further inside the room, closing the door.
BUFFY You didn't have to use a slayer dream.
FAITH I told you the score Buffy...
BUFFY All you had to do was give a little room to let me work. I would've accommodated you--what kind of girlfriend would I be if I didn't do that for my woman?
Faith SNIFFLES.
BUFFY Could've told me one step at a time. You have me for as long as you want me Faith--and I hope that lasts an eternity. I wasn't asking you to spend every day for the rest of our lives spelling out every detail. Just establish a starting point. That's the way it should be with everything in our lives.
Faith wearily sits on the bed.
FAITH Shoulda seen this coming. Instant regret. Even all this shit is better in dreamland.
Buffy's stung by that. She gets on her knees in front of Faith.
BUFFY I'm glad you showed me. All of it. Learning everything in one night is something I would've avoided, but experiencing it the way I did helped me understand...it was so horrible sweetness.
Buffy's eyes water, her bottom lip trembling. She calmly slips her hand onto Faith's. Their fingers entwine.
BUFFY I am so, so sorry Faith.
FAITH What for? You were a nag about the talkin' thing, but I don't care. You had nothin' to do with my past.
BUFFY (emphatically) No--you're wrong. The OTHER ONE?
Faith adorns a shy half-smile.
BUFFY You came into town, looking for me--wanting to do right by me while still being you. And I rejected you. Rejected and resented and discouraged and pushed and...hated.
Faith flinches.
BUFFY I never gave you the chance you deserved. I contributed not only to a new world of hurt for you, but I added onto what you left behind in Boston. I hate myself for not supporting you. I hate myself for choosing others over you. I hate myself... (MORE)
BUFFY (CONT'D) (breaking down) ...for trying to kill you.
Faith does her best not lose it. Buffy's hands snake move to the hem of Faith's shirt. Buffy lifts the shirt up, revealing Faith's bare midsection. Pronounced around her navel is a thick scar. Buffy stares at it in anguish. She ever-so-lightly fingers it eliciting a GASP and shivers from Faith. Faith's eyes flutter shut, tears still managing to escape. Buffy is riveted by the scar. She continues fingering it for a while before dropping her hand onto Faith's lap. Buffy leans downward and replaces her fingers with her lips. Her crying grows heavy. She lays numerous butterfly kisses up and down the scar, then one long kiss. Faith runs her hands through Buffy's hair, caressing and comforting her.
BUFFY I'm so sorry. For what they did...and for what I did. I'm sorry. I love you so much. I love you.
Buffy falls apart completely. She clings to Faith, her face buried in Faith's midsection. Happiness flashes on Faith's face.
FAITH Buffy, it's okay.
Faith tilts Buffy's head so the duo can look at each other. Buffy's face is red, in disarray. Faith still admires her as if she's the most beautiful thing alive.
FAITH I've never felt this good in my life.
Buffy is in pleasant shock. Faith raises Buffy so they're face to face. They gaze deeply at each other for what seems like an eternity. At the same time, they move in for a soft, loving kiss filled with understated passion and intensity. When they finally break apart, their faces remain mere millimeters apart.
BUFFY I want to make love to you.
FAITH I--I don't know how. Never done it.
BUFFY You love me?
FAITH More than I could ever say.
BUFFY Then you got part of it down already.
Buffy kisses Faith. They stand without separating and move further onto the bed. Buffy pulls back.
BUFFY Let me show you.
Faith nods. Buffy kisses Faith again. As the lovers lay down together:
FADE OUT |