Okay.
This is possibly the biggest and most important decision in my life. Of course I’m gonna talk to my best friend since diapers. Especially since she knows all the joys of lesbian sex. I can’t believe I just thought that.
I close the door silently and turn to face Willow who is sitting on the end of Faith’s bed, smiling. I lean my head back against the door and sigh.
“God, Will. I don’t know how much longer I can take this.”
I hear her chuckle and I lift my head to look at her.
“What’s so funny?”
She shakes her head and starts picking at the comforter.
“Oh, nothing.”
I smile as I make my way over to her. I drop the bag of…movies…down at the foot of the bed and plop down across from her. I pull my legs under me and lay down with my head on my hand. I absently pick at the comforter with my other hand. I stare down at the pattern and sigh.
“Will? Why does this have to be so hard? I mean, I thought that this would be the easiest decision in my life. I love Faith beyond reason and I know she loves me. So, why can’t I just…do it?”
I look up to meet the compassionate eyes of my best friend. She has gotten me through more than one rough patch in my life. She was the first person I told that I was in love with Faith. Of course, she was compassionate, understanding, supportive, and the best friend a girl could ask for. That’s why I love her.
She looks down at me and sighs.
“Because it is, Buffy.”
I raise my eyebrow. She shrugs and plops down on her back. She stares up at the ceiling and folds her hands across her chest.
“I don’t really know how to explain it. I mean, I felt the same way with Kennedy.”
I see her smile as she remembers. I can’t help but smile a little. She turns her head to look at me, and sighs, still smiling.
“I just…I had only known her for a couple of weeks, but after that date when she took me to the beach…I knew I loved her. Oh, Buffy…it was the best…well, second best…night of my life.”
Willow turns on her side and starts to tell me the story I’ve heard at least a hundred times before, but I don’t interrupt, I know she has a point somewhere.
“She took me down to Wake’s Pier and we had a midnight picnic under the stars. Everything was perfect that night. She had the candles, the soft music, the best food, and the softest blanket. I know Kennedy would kill me if she knew I told you this, but…”
She looks me dead in the eyes and smiles.
“She is the softest, kindest, gentlest, most romantic woman I’ve ever known.”
My eyes get a little wide and I let out a breath.
“Wow. You’ve never told me that before.”
She nods and continues to smile softly.
“I know. I didn’t want her to know I was on to her.”
I smile too.
“God, Will. I don’t really know what to say. Kennedy just doesn’t seem like the…soft type. Let alone, gentle.”
Willow nods.
“I know, but appearances can be deceiving. But…I gotta be honest…”
I look at her all expectantly. I knew the witch was holdin’ back on me.
“That’s what makes me so hot for her.”
This time she smirks.
“I love the hard-ass, takes no shit…demanding…aggressive side of Kennedy. She just makes me feel…safe…and…extremely horny.”
OH. MY. GOD.
I can’t believe Willow just said horny. I didn’t think that word was even in her vocabulary.
“Ugghh. Will. Too much info there.”
I shake my head and take in a deep breath.
“Waaaayyy too much info.”
She smirks and raises her eyebrow.
“Oh, really?”
Uh-oh. I so don’t like where this is going.
She scoots closer to me and pokes me in the side.
“You mean to tell me there aren’t times when you just look at Faith and want her hands all over you all at once? Or you don’t watch her working out…getting all sweaty and panting and wish she was making those sounds from screwing your brains out? Come on Buffy, I know it’s in there somewhere.”
Whoa. I guess she was really holdin’ back on me.
I pull back kinda stunned.
“Ah…I…well, I…mean I…huh.”
She just shakes her head and laughs.
“I can’t believe you Buffy! You have been with Faith for like ever, and come on, a girlfriend as hot as Faith and you don’t have one single fantasy about her?”
I start to blush. I didn’t say that.
I avert my eyes back to the blanket.
“I didn’t say that.”
I hear Will chuckle and she pokes me in the side again, making me look back at her. She has that look on her face. I know I’m not gonna get outta this one.
“Spill.”
I sigh out and cover my face with my free hand.
“Don’t wanna.”
Will pulls my hand from my face. She sighs and puts on her best resolve face.
“Buffy.”
I sigh out and fall back onto the bed.
“Okay, okay. I’ll tell you.”
She looks at me, waiting. I laugh a little nervously and avert my eyes to the ceiling. I slap my hand over my face.
“This is so embarrassing.”
I hear Willow sigh.
“Oh, come on Buffy. I’m your best friend and I would never laugh at you. Out with it.”
She leans forward and smirks.
“I’ll tell you mine if you tell me yours.”
I look over at her and smile.
“I’m not too sure that is a positive thing.”
She sighs out and sets her jaw.
“Alright, I’ll tell you.”
I hear her let out an excited breath. I roll my eyes and let out a deep breath. I pick a spot on the ceiling and start to pour out my deepest secret to my best friend.
“It’s starts with me lying in my room, studying by candle light. It’s all warm and I’m really relaxed. The bed feels really soft and my skin is like hyper-sensitive to the touch. I’m staring down at the pages in some textbook. I’m reading the words, but they just seem like a jumbled mess. I really want to learn whatever it is, but all I seem to be thinking about is Faith. Just when that thought passes through my mind, my door suddenly opens and Faith is standing there. She has on those…black leather pants that hug like every curve on her body. Her black tank has risen a little and I can see the firm muscles of her abdomen flexing with every deep breath she takes. My eyes travel from her waist over her heaving chest, and up to her dark eyes. They look a little darker than usual. Actually, they’re always that dark when she comes back from patrol.”
I hear Willow snicker. It breaks me out of my trance and I look over at her.
“Slaying makes Faith…horny?”
Ughh. There’s that word again.
I just nod absently.
Willow’s eyebrows shoot up and she nods.
“Okay then.”
She gets all interested again. She smiles and her eyes get wide.
“Go on. What happens after you look into her eyes?”
I smile. I turn my head back to the ceiling and stare up at the intricate design.
“Well, after we lock eyes for a few seconds, she lets out this deep breath…and then she smiles at me. She smiles this smile that…that makes me melt inside. I feel my blood flowing through my veins and I feel every nerve cell in my body start to tingle. Faith is the only person that can do that to me with just a smile.”
I stop and smile to myself. I really love my baby.
“I feel my heart pounding in my ears as she starts to make her way over to me. She sheds her jacket and pulls the stake out of her waistband, tossing them both to the floor. She stops at the foot of the bed and stares down at me with the most intense stare she has ever given me. Then, in this real deep and husky voice she says, ‘Come here’, and like it’s not even me, I feel my body instantly drifting towards her.”
I look over to Willow to see if she is still listening. Her eyes are glued to me and she’s starting to breathe a little raggedly. I smile to myself and continue.
“I get to the edge of the bed and I sit down, swinging my legs over the edge. I’m at eye level with her waist and she instantly envelops all of my senses. I can smell her sweat, her desire, and her arousal. I can feel this…vibe…she’s giving off. It’s like she wants me and there is no one else on the planet that matters to her. I see her chest rising and falling rapidly with every breath she takes, and I can hear her heart beating deep in her chest. I can almost taste how bad she wants me.”
I look over at Willow to see her still staring at me dead in the eyes. She’s watching every movement my lips make. I lick my lips and avert my eyes back to the ceiling.
“It’s like she is overwhelming me and has complete control over my body. I feel completely at her mercy, and yet…it turns me on beyond imagination. To be at her mercy like this. To know that I would do anything she told me to do…it makes me feel like we are the only two people on the planet at that exact moment. Does that make any sense, Will?”
I look over at Willow. She is just staring straight ahead. I can see her the tip of her tongue running over her lips lightly. I think Willow has left the building. I sit up on my elbow and wave my other hand in her face.
“Will? Earth to Will?”
She snaps her head over and looks at me with wide eyes.
“What?! Huh? Oh, yeah. Yeah, I think so Buffy. Definitely.”
She says nodding her head. I smirk.
“Really? So you think Woody Allen is the sexiest thing that ever lived too?”
I wait. I see it register on her face and she looks over at me completely lost.
“Say huh?”
I chuckle and fall back onto the bed.
“God, Will. Your head is always wondering these days.”
I look over and smirk.
“And I think I know just where it’s wondering to…or should I say to who its wondering to.”
She actually blushes. I didn’t see that coming considering how she was talking earlier, but I smile anyway and turn to face her. I lay on my side and sit my head on my hand. I watch as she mirrors my position and stares back at me. I smile and raise my eyebrow.
“Yeah?”
She shakes her head a little with a faint smile.
“Nothing. I was just thinking how lucky we are.”
I tilt my head a little and look at her with a questioning glance. She sighs a little and starts playing with a loose string on the comforter.
“I mean I just can’t believe I found someone like Kennedy. She’s just…amazing.”
I lean in and reach over with my hand to lift Willow’s chin to look at me.
“Hey, she’s the lucky one. I happen to know you are pretty amazing yourself Ms. Rosenberg, and I know Kennedy would agree.”
She smiles sweetly and blushes again.
“I just…sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve some one who loves me like she does. That’s all.”
I lock eyes with her once again. I set my face in my best resolve glare.
“Because you’re you and you deserve the best. There is no explanation Will. It’s just one of those things in life that just…is. Except it, love it, cherish it…and quit thinking so much. You make the rest of us look bad.”
That earns me a smile and I smile back. She sighs out and looks at me with her soft green eyes.
“Thanks Buffy. I knew I picked a good best friend.”
I smile and stare back down at the comforter. I feel Willow poke me in the side again. I look up to meet her smirk.
“Don’t think a little smooth talkin’ is going to get you out of telling me the rest of your fantasy Ms. Summers. I wanna know what happens after Faith comes into your room and you are at her complete mercy.”
This time I blush.
“It gets a little less…G rated, from there.”
I hear her gasp.
“Oh, come on Buffy!”
I sigh and smile to myself.
“Okay, so after I crawl over to Faith, she puts her hands in my hair and leans down. She kisses me and it’s the softest kiss we’ve ever had. When she pulls away, my eyes are still closed and I feel her right hand slowly trailing down my body. I open my eyes and meet her intense stare.”
I take a breath.
“She just looks at me with so much…love that I knew I wouldn’t…no, couldn’t deny her this time. She whispers my name softly and pulls me into another soft, but passionate kiss. I feel her right hand trail down over my collar bone and onto my right breast. She gives it a firm squeeze, and I moan into her mouth. It’s like it sets her off and she starts to massage it in a steady rhythm. That sets me off.”
I look up to see Willow hanging on my every word. I avert my eyes back to the blanket and swallow before continuing.
“I start to moan a lot then and that’s when she slips her hand under my pajama top and comes into direct contact with my heated flesh. I lift my hands up and tangle them in her hair, pulling her into me hard. She lets out a grunt and shifts so her knees come into contact with the end of the bed. She keeps kissing me, plunging her tongue deep into my mouth. With every stroke, I feel myself getting more lost in the moment. I suck on her tongue and she moans into my mouth really loud.”
I close my eyes for a second to regain myself. I know it’s just a fantasy, but it’s really starting to get to me. I lick my lips and struggle to continue.
“The next thing I know, she shoves me back onto the bed. I fall down with a moan and she is on me in an instant. She runs her tongue from my mouth down to my chest. She grabs my top in a tight fist with both her hands and rips it open. I gasp at the sudden rush of air and of her lips against my skin. She starts kissing, licking and sucking every where. When her lips encircle my left nipple, I moan real loud and ball the sheets into my hands tightly. I arch my body into her, desperately seeking more contact…”
I’m interrupted by a hand on my side. I look up to see Willow panting with wide eyes.
“Damn, that’s hot.”
I chuckle, but she doesn’t smile. I quickly get serious.
“You okay, Will?”
She nods her head weakly and swallows hard.
“Ye…yeah. I’m good. Ke…keep going.”
I nod and continue.
“She lets go of my nipple with a suck and licks her way back to my ear. She breathes onto it with a deep breath and whispers in a husky voice ‘I want you Buffy. I want to feel your pussy convulsing around my fingers as I touch you deep inside. Will you give that to me?’ That made me so wet, I was afraid I might of soaked clean through the mattress. I’m barely able to nod my head, but I know she feels it cause she starts kissing back down my body. She stops at my navel and swirls her tongue inside it in perfect circles. I tangle my hands in her hair and moan.”
Okay. Starting to lose it here. Maybe I shouldn’t…but my brain and my libido don’t seem to be communicating right now.
“She grabs the top of my pajama bottoms with her teeth and pull them down over my knees. She kisses her way back up my knees and over my thighs. I take in a gasp when I feel her breath onto my pussy through my panties and I get even wetter. She leans in and licks me through the fabric and I lose it. ‘Please, Faith. I can’t take it. Please…fuck me.’ It works, cause she slides back up my body and starts to kiss me as she slides my panties down my thighs and plunges a finger into me. I arch into her and moan. I force my eyes open and I see she is looking down at me with such love and admiration and I know I made the right choice.”
I let out a deep breath as I feel a twitch in my pants. God, I’m making myself horny talking about something that’s never even happened. I can only imagine what it’s gonna be like after it really does…
“I lean up and kiss her really softly and she looks down at me and smiles as she continues to move inside of me. ‘I love you, Buffy’ she says and I swear I see a tear in her eye. She just puts her head on my shoulder and my hair covers her face. She moves inside of me and I feel complete. I feel her pull out of me and I whimper, but it quickly turns into a gasp when I feel two of her fingers enter me.”
Breathe. Breathe. You gotta…breathe.
“She pumps me really slowly at first, but she feels me pulling her deeper inside of me and with a moan she picks up the pace. She rubs her thumb over my clit and in a matter of seconds, I’m cumming. Hard.”
I look up to see Willow breathing hard. For a second, I’m afraid she might hyperventilate. I reach over and grab her arm.
“Will?! Will, just breathe!”
She sucks in a quick breath and I see the life come back into her eyes. She lets out a deep breath and I smile.
“Whew. I thought you were gonna explode for a second there.”
She shakes her head.
“No…no exploding…at least, not the bad kind.”
I moan out.
“God, Will…”
She smiles and looks at me with raised eyebrows.
“Me? What about you? Ms. ‘She rubs my clit and I’m cumming in seconds…Hard.”
I blush. I didn’t think she heard that. God! I can’t believe I just told her that.
“Will…”
She just smiles and swats my arm playfully.
“Don’t worry Buffy. I’m not laughing at you. I think that is quite possibly the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard. Faith should be so lucky.”
She smiles and I smile. Something catches her eye behind me and her eyes narrow.
“What is…that?”
She lifts her head a little and peers over into the darkness. I turn my head and look over to see what she’s looking at, but all I see is Faith’s dresser and a pile of dirty clothes. Faith can be such a pig, but she’s my pig.
Willow keeps her eyes locked in the darkness as she crawls over me on the bed and walks over to the dresser. I turn over and sit up on the end as I watch her bend down to investigate.
“What is it?” I ask.
I see her shoulders slump for a second and then she sits up all of a sudden. She closes the drawer and turns to look at me with wide eyes. She gasps out and I see her nearly fall over.
“Ah, nothing. I really need to talk to Kennedy now, so…bye.”
In a flash, she jumps to her feet and bolts out the door. I stare at the open door with a puzzled expression.
“Huh. Well, that was strange, even for Will.”
I turn my head and look down where Willow was just investigating. I wanna know what’s in there. Don’t get me wrong, I respect Faith’s privacy and I would never do anything to betray her trust in me, but I just gotta know.
I ease off the bed and slowly make my way over to the dresser. I bend down really slowly and grab the handle on the drawer. I take in a deep breath and let it out as I slowly slide open the drawer.
My heart jumps into my throat when it registers in my brain what I’m looking at. I reach out with a tentative hand to touch it, but I pull back at the last second.
Is that the…that Faith was talking about? I didn’t think she was serious…but I guess she was. Before I can stop myself, I reach into the drawer and wrap my hand around it. I close my eyes and moan, just imagining what it would look like on Faith.
“Hey. What’s up with Red? She came running down stairs and…”
I quickly open my eyes and turn my head at the sound of Faith’s voice.
Talk about getting caught with your hand in the cookie jar.
Great, Buffy. How are you gonna get yourself out of this one, huh?
Faith is staring back at me with these wide eyes and a panicked expression. Before I can say anything, she rushes over to me and falls onto her knees beside me. She takes my hand, the one that isn’t wrapped around a silicone dick, and pulls it into her lap. She looks me dead in the eyes and starts to beg.
“Buffy, baby, please don’t be mad. You weren’t supposed to see it. I wasn’t sure you’d wanna…so, that’s why I haven’t…and I was afraid of what you might think, but I swear to you, I haven’t used it. I just bought it and kept it around in case…you know, you wanted to…not that I expect you too! Cause, I don’t! Please don’t hate me.”
She trails off and stares down at the carpet.
Whoa. Okay. Was so not expecting that. I’m the one going through her personal stuff, and she’s begging me not to hate her.
I pull my hand out of the drawer and force her to look up at me. I can see she’s fighting back tears. I wipe my thumb over her cheek soothingly and lean into to kiss her softly. I pull away and smile at her.
“Baby, I could never hate you, and I’m not mad. I promise. I’m just a little…surprised. I know you said something about it…but, I didn’t really think you had…you know. It just shocked me is all, but, I swear…I’m not mad. If anything…it makes me feel…”
I trail off as I turn my eyes to look down into the drawer. I stare down at the vague outline of the dick. I feel a chill run through me and I feel a jolt of arousal shoot down to my core. Somewhere in my haze I hear Faith groan and then I feel an intense heat as she leans into me. Really close.
I turn my head and in an instant her lips are on mine. I moan out at the contact and a little in surprise.
I feel Faith release my hand and place hers onto my thigh. I moan out again at the contact. I guess she takes it as a sign to go further and I feel her hand sliding up my thigh to the crotch of my jeans.
Her hand comes into contact with my pussy and she gives it a hard squeeze. My eyes suddenly widen and I pull away from the kiss gasping. Faith locks eyes with me. She stares back at me for a few heartbeats. I’m panting and breathing really heavy. I see Faith’s eyes flash with arousal and then she is kissing me again, rubbing me through my jeans.
For a moment, I let her. I relish in the feel of her hand against my pussy, touching me in the most intimate way. But, I know if I don’t stop her now, something might happen that I’ll regret. I waited this long, what’s a little longer?
I lift my right hand and place it against Faith’s chest to push her away, but before I can, I hear her moan into my mouth. I think that she took it as me responding to her touch, because I feel her lean into me, and she slides her hand from the crotch of my jeans up to my belt. I feel her start to unbuckle it with blinding speed. It takes me a moment to register that Faith has my pants unbuttoned and is pulling down the zipper.
I push against her chest and she pulls away from me, panting. She takes in deep, ragged breaths as she looks back at me with a confused expression. I struggle to regain my breathing as I push myself to my feet and walk to the other side of the room. I start to re-button my pants and buckle my belt as I turn back to face her.
She looks up at me and closes her eyes. She takes in a deep breath and pushes herself to her feet. She walks over to her bed and plops down. I see her shoulders sag and I hear her let out another deep breath. I slide my belt through the loop in my jeans and just stand there, staring at her back. I start to take a step towards her when I hear her voice through the darkness.
“Buffy…I’m…I’m sorry.”
There she goes again. Apologizing for doing absolutely nothing wrong. We are so gonna have to talk about that.
I take soft steps over to the bed. I walk around and come to a stop directly in front of her. I place my legs between hers and stand there looking down at her, waiting to see those beautiful brown eyes look up into mine.
It takes a moment, but I watch as she slowly lifts her head and locks eyes with mine. I feel my heart break when I see a tear slip from her eye. I reach forward and wipe her cheek with my thumb.
“Baby, please don’t cry. I hate it when you cry.”
She nods and sniffles back her tears. She turns her head and kisses my palm before nestling her face against its warmth. I close my eyes and stand there, savoring the moment. It’s moments like this that I treasure the most. The moments that Faith shows the person within…the warm…feeling…compassionate…woman. It reminds me that Faith is not just some ass kickin’, bad-ass demon killer, she is a woman with feelings and a heart that bleeds just as easily as mine. I wouldn’t have her any other way.
She looks up at me with those eyes I fell in love with so long ago.
“I just…I need you so much. I couldn’t take it if I ever did anything to make you leave me. I couldn’t breathe without you. I’d rather die than live without you. Buffy…baby…please, don’t leave me.”
She drops her head again and my hand slides away from her face. I start to cry. Sometimes, I can’t believe how much she loves me. I drop to my knees in front of her and pull her into a tight embrace. She wraps her arms around me tightly and buries her face in my hair over my shoulder. I rub her back soothingly and cry silently.
“Faith…baby…I’d never leave you. We’ll always be together. You could never do anything to make me leave you.”
I smile a heartfelt smile.
“Sorry, but you’re stuck with me until death do us part. And even then, I will never leave you.”
She pulls away from me slightly and stares deep into my eyes. A slow smile spreads across her face.
“Good to know.”
I swat her on the leg playfully. She chuckles a little and sniffles back her tears. She averts her eyes to the carpet for a moment and then looks back up into my eyes.
“I thought that maybe I went to far and you…you thought that I was pushing too hard or somethin’. It’s just…”
She sighs out and runs her hand through the hair at my temple.
“I want you so much…but I need you more. I swear…I’ll wait forever if that’s what it takes.”
I smirk.
“Hey, I can’t wait forever, and I don’t expect you too. I don’t want to die a virgin you know. Besides…”
I lean forward and she leans in to kiss me, but I pull back a little and lick her lips with the tip of my tongue. She groans and I smile.
“…I wanna feel those lips kissing my clit…”
She groans again.
I lift her hand and kiss each finger before looking up at her through my lashes.
“I wanna feel these fingers deep inside me as I scream out your name…”
She swallows hard.
I lean forward and make eye contact before plunging my tongue deep in her mouth. We kiss deeply for a moment and then I pull away and smirk once again.
“…and I wanna feel that tongue plunging deep inside me as I beg you to fuck me harder…in my pussy and…”
I lean forward and lick the shell of her ear before whispering with a smile.
“…in my ass.”
She lets out a really loud groan this time and then falls back onto the bed. I look down at her with a chuckle. She slumps her forearm over her eyes and I watch as the tight muscles in her stomach flex rapidly as she tries to regain control over her hormones.
“Jesus Buffy…if you keep this up…you’re gonna give me a fuckin’ coronary or somethin’.”
She takes arm off her eyes and smirks.
“Then who would plunge their tongue in your ass, huh?”
This time I groan and fall forward on top of her. She chuckles beneath me and rolls us over.
It’s something I’ve picked up on over the years. Every time we make out or lie in bed together, Faith always has to be the one on top or in control. I guess it must be a Slayer thing, but something tells me it’s a Faith thing. The thought vanishes out of my brain when Faith kisses me softly.
Yep. My virginity is definitely a goner.
I smile into the kiss and run my hand through Faith’s dark tresses. As I lie under my baby and soak up her affections, a random thought occurs to me.
I wonder what happened to Will and Kenn?
Willow’s POV
I need her.
I need her like I’ve never needed her before. I have this…burning inferno in my gut and if she isn’t inside me soon…I may just burn from the inside out.
She’s looking at me all confused as I lead her down the hall in Faith’s house. I can’t believe I’m about to do this…but, I know I couldn’t make it home. I’d have my hand down her pants before we even got of the driveway.
Last time, that didn’t end so well. I tend to learn from my mistakes.
Kennedy is a very…passionate…lover. It’s hard for her to stop once she’s started and it sure as hell doesn’t take much to get her engine running.
She says it’s just me. That I’m the only one that can turn her on like that…and THAT turns me on. It makes me want her so bad…but that’s a whole other story.
Okay. Looks like we’re here.
I come to a stop outside of Mr. Spencer’s room. For a split second, the logical, rational side of me tells me this is wrong…that I shouldn’t do it…but, then I turn and meet Kennedy’s dark eyes and I lose all grip on reality.
I lean forward and crush my body to hers. She lets out this loud grunt and places her hands on my hips. I close my eyes as she leans into me and traces the shell of my ear with her hot tongue. I can feel the cool steel of the metal ball as she dips her tongue into my ear before gently withdrawing.
I manage to slowly open my eyes to stare back into her smiling face. She raises and eyebrow as she starts to slip her thigh between mine.
“Is someone a little…”
She thrusts her leg up and connects with my crotch. I let out a loud groan and close my eyes again. She leans in and whispers huskily in my ear.
“…horny?”
I gripping her shoulders tightly as I feel her start to move her leg up and down, but just a little…and very, very slowly. She’s teasing me. She loves the power she has over me…but, I’m not exactly the victim here. I too have a few cards up my sle…well, pants…and I know how to play ‘em.
I take in a deep breath to regain control over my own body. I slowly open my eyes and moan as Kennedy licks me behind my ear.
Goddess.
I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to last. Then Kennedy slips her hand between our bodies and I feel her rub me through my jeans. That’s it. I throw my head back and moan really loud. I hear Kennedy chuckle and pull my head back down to look at her smirk.
“You…th-think…I’m…amusing?”
She doesn’t reply. Instead, she leans in and sucks my pulse point. She pulls away and moans low in her throat. She locks eyes with me and her expression turns serious.
“No. I think you’re fuckin hot. And, I want you.”
It’s my turn to smirk. I pull away from her embrace slightly and run my finger tips over her muscled arms in a slow, steady pattern.
“Is that so?”
She just nods. I lean in and lick her earlobe before whispering to her.
“So take me then.”
I guess that’s all the invitation she needs cause the next thing I know, she wraps her arms under my ass and pulls me into her arms. I let out a grunt and wrap my legs around her waist. She starts to turn to leave and I stop her with a light squeeze. She looks up at me with confusion. I lean down and kiss her lightly. I pull back and stare deep into her eyes.
“No, Kenn. I want you to take me…here.”
Her eyes get real big and I can sense her hesitation.
“Will? Are you…sure?”
I just nod and smile. She contemplates it for a second, and then she returns the smile.
“Okay then, but…you asked for it.”
I let out a giggle as she pulls me into her and buries her face in my chest with a growl. I put my hands in her hair and moan. She pulls her head back and smiles.
“I love you so much, baby.”
I think I might cry.
“I love you too, baby.”
She smiles softly for a second and then she gets an evil glint in her eye.
“Sex in someone else’s bed. What has gotten into you Rosenberg?”
I get my own evil glint. I lean forward and smirk.
“Well, hopefully…you.”
She lets out a loud moan and turns to open the door. She gives it a light kick with her boot and it swings open. She carries me inside and kicks the door shut behind us. We share a smile as she carries me over to the bed and drops me down onto it. I bounce up a little and in an instant, she is on top of me.
She’s kissing me with everything she is…with all her love. She’s such a good kisser. She runs her tongue through every inch of my mouth, massaging it with abandon. She moans into my mouth and I feel the warmth spread through every nerve cell in my body. I need her to touch me…now.
I break the kiss, panting. She looks down at me, taking in ragged breaths as she waits. She’s waiting for me to tell her what I want, what I want her to do to me. She’s really considerate that way. I smile as I run my fingers through her raven hair.
“Kennedy?”
She licks her lips as her eyes search mine.
“Yeah?”
I lean up and lick her earlobe before taking it between my teeth and giving it a light tug. She moans next to my ear and it drives me insane. I place a kiss on her ear before I whisper to her softly.
“Make love to me.”
I guess that’s all the encouragement she needs. I feel her press her body into mine. I can feel her muscles ripple beneath her skin as I grip onto her arms for support. She’s been training with Faith every night since she became a Slayer. Kennedy is the only one that can train with Faith and still keep all her body parts intact. She’s not a Slayer, but she’s no…ordinary woman either. She’s got a hard body, strong hands, a talented tongue, a mouth that can do wonders, and the sexual stamina of a bunny.
Goddess above…I love her.
I feel Kennedy’s hand working on the first button of my shirt as she licks my throat. I close my eyes and lean my head back on the pillows. I smell the Stetson cologne and for a second the wrongness of this situation registers in my brain. Then I feel Kennedy open the last button of my shirt and her hand is on my breast, kneading it gently, and I couldn’t care less.
She starts to kiss down my throat and I take in a shallow gasp. She zeros in on my right nipple and begins to suck it through the fabric of my bra. It feels so good.
I can feel it hardened to a painful peak underneath my bra. I moan and rake my fingers across her scalp. She moans into my breast and I nearly lose my grip on reality.
“Kenn?…Kenn?”
She stops sucking and lifts her head to look down at me. Her eyes are almost black and they are focused on me intently, waiting for her next command.
“Off.”
It’s all I can manage to say, but she knows what I want.
She lifts me up gently and with one hand unclasps my bra and pulls the straps down my shoulders. She flings it away without a care and gives me a smile. She takes my bare nipple into her mouth as she slowly lowers me back onto the bed. I moan again and my fingers dig into her shoulders.
I want to feel her skin against mine.
I run my hands down her arms and desperately search for the hem of her shirt. The feel of her mouth around my nipple is distracting and I whimper like a lost puppy. I hear her chuckle deep in her throat as she sits up and pulls her shirt over her head. She smiles down at me as she lets me admire her beauty.
I trail my eyes over her nearly naked torso. Her black lace bra attracts my attention for a second as the images of what lies beneath it flicker through my mind. She takes in a deep breath and something else catches my eye. I trail my eyes lower and stare at her abdomen as the muscles flex with her every breath. She’s just so damn sexy.
I slowly lift my hands up and trail my fingers over the rippling muscles of her stomach. They feel so good beneath her soft skin. I hear her let out a low moan and my eyes flicker up to hers. She’s still smiling down at me as she soaks up my affection. I know I’m the only one she lets see this side of her, the only one she lets touch her like this, and that’s a good thing too. I may be ‘Cute, sweet Willow’…but what’s mine…is mine.
She lifts her hands and places them over mine. I look up at her and she leans down to kiss me once again. I feel her slowly slide my hands down to the waistband of her jeans and I instantly know what she wants. Her hands leave mine as I start to undo the buckle of her belt. She moans into my mouth and reaches behind her to unclasp her bra. The garment falls from her body and I feel the bare skin of her chest against mine. It makes the breath in my throat catch for a moment, but I continue to work on getting her jeans off.
I pull open the button and reach to pull down her zipper, but her hand comes up to cover mine. I pull out of the kiss and look up at her with a questioning stare. She just smiles as she leans down and kisses me gently. She pulls away and whispers against my lips.
“Turn over.”
I look up at her with a raised eyebrow.
“What?”
Her eyes flash a predatory glare.
“I said…turn over.”
The tone of her voice makes me swallow hard. She’s never talked to me like that before. It’s not really scary…it’s more…arousing. I stare back into her eyes for a moment before quickly turning onto my stomach. I feel her hook her arm around my waist and pull me onto all fours. I let out a gasp when I feel her pull my butt hard against her crotch. She leans over my back and I feel her hard nipples pressing into my skin. She bites my ear gently as she trails her hands over my sides. She gives my ear a long lick and whispers to me as she brings her hands to a rest on my hips.
“I’m gonna make you cum so hard…is that what you want?”
I don’t trust my voice, so I just nod. I struggle to breathe as I feel her slide her hands over my hips to the front of my jeans. She leans into me as she unbuttons them and pulls down the zipper slowly. I take in a sharp breath when I feel her shove her hand into them roughly. She drags her fingernails over my sex through the thin material of my lace panties. I can’t take it. I push my ass back into her and wiggle my hips.
“Kennedy…please…”
She lets out a moan and pulls my jeans over my hips and from my body in one swift pull. I feel the bed sink in as she climbs back up behind me and places her hands on the hem of my panties. I nod my head silently and she slips her hand down the front. My eyes fly open as I feel her fingers come into contact with my clit.
“Mmm…Kennedy…yes, baby…”
I push myself back into her and start to rock my hips with the rhythm of her stroking. She’s so good, I feel like I’m gonna pass out from the sensations she’s causing deep in my belly, but…it’s not enough. I want her inside me. I need her inside me.
“Please baby…I need you…inside.”
I feel her instantly ease two fingers into my throbbing opening. She knows one is never enough for me, so she gives me two. She’s always taking care of me like that. She starts pumping her fingers inside me; slowly at first and when I start to push back, her pace speeds up. I moan out as she touches me deep inside.
“Goddess…baby…feels so…good.”
Just a few more…and I’m gonna…
“Kennedy!”
I cry out into the room as I feel my orgasm rip through me. It takes over my whole body, pulsing through my veins and turning my organs inside out. It’s a really big one.
I collapse onto the bed in a disheveled heap of pleasure. Kennedy falls onto my back panting just as hard as me. I feel her sweaty skin against mine and it makes me smile. I love that we can share something so…intimate without me even touching her. I love my baby. So I tell her.
“I love you,” I whisper.
She nuzzles my neck and kisses me behind my ear.
“I love you too.”
I feel sleep overwhelming my senses and I roll over onto my back. Kennedy opens her arms to me and I snuggle into her warm embrace. I drape my leg over hers and I love the feel of her jeans against my bare skin. I smile at the moment and snuggle deeper into her side. She brushes her fingers through my hair and kisses my temple as she wraps her arms around me tightly. I’ve never felt safer in my entire life.
She pulls me against her body and I hear her breathing become slow and steady as she drifts off into a peaceful slumber. I pull her arm tighter around my waist and entwine my fingers with hers. I place our hands against my abdomen and smile in bliss as I close my
eyes and drift off to dream with my love.
Faith’s POV
We’ve been laying here for the last couple of hours.
Buffy’s got her back turned to me. I’m spooning her from behind with my head propped up on my left hand and my right arm is draped over her. She’s got my hand lying over her stomach and is lightly tracing my palm with her fingertips.
God. If she only knew what the slightest touch from her did to me…
I close my eyes and take in a deep breath. She must of felt me do it cause she turns her head to look up at me with concern.
“You okay, baby?”
I just smile and nod before leaning down to place a light kiss on her forehead. She sighs out at the contact.
“That’s nice baby.”
I pull away and smile down at her. She returns the smile before turning back to watch the television. It’s some chick flick she found on one of those sappy women’s channels. That’s one of the reasons I love my baby so, she’s such a…woman.
She sighs out all dreamily and pulls my hand closer to her heart. I flick my eyes up to the screen to see this dude tonguing up this girl. He pulls away and tells her he loves her before he slips his hand down to her pants. I chuckle deep in my throat. That’s original.
Buffy turns her head to look at me with annoyance.
“What is so funny?”
Uh-oh.
“Um, nothing?”
She sets her jaw and raises her eyebrow. Oh, shit. I know that look. It makes me nervous as shit and I swallow hard.
“Umm. It’s just…I was thinking…Umm…”
Buffy sighs out.
“Faith.”
I groan inwardly. There is no way I’m getting out of this one. Damn.
“I was just thinking that I can’t believe she fell for that. He says ‘I love you’ and she’s ready to spread ‘em. It’s just…funny.”
Uh-fuckin’-oh.
That was probably the worst fuckin’ decision I’ve ever made in my life.
Buffy drops my hand from her chest and sits up away from me. She looks down at me with this scowl on her face and I know what’s comin’ next. She lets out an annoyed breath and crosses her arms over her chest.
“Faith, I can’t believe you would say something like that. He wasn’t saying that just so he could get into her pants. He really does love her, and that’s what matters, you know.”
She turns to face me and I can see the beginning of a tear forming behind her eye.
“Are you saying that’s all you’ve been doing? Just saying you love me so you can get into my pants?”
Fuck. Shit. This is so not going how I planned.
I sit up to face her and place my hands on her thighs. I look deep into her eyes and put all my heart into my words.
“Baby, no. When I say ‘I love you’, I mean it. I’m not saying it just so I can get into your pants. I’m saying it because I mean it. I love you, B, and not because I want to fu…make love to you. I love you because I do and that’s it. No strings attached.”
I can see the hint of a smile coming to her face. I reach up and wipe away the tear from her eye. I lean in and press my forehead to hers.
“Remember when I said I’d love you even if we never had sex?”
She nods lightly.
“Well, I meant it. I just want to be with you, baby. If we never made love, I’d still want to be with you. You mean so much more to me.”
She leans up and gives me one of her soft kisses that turn me inside out. She pulls away and runs her fingers through my hair.
“That was nice, baby and I love you, too.”
We share a tender smile. I gaze deep into those pools of green that have captured my heart. I never noticed the specks of gold within their depths until now. They’re so fuckin’ beautiful.
“God. You are so beautiful, B.”
I really didn’t mean to say it out loud, but, I’m glad I did. Buffy stares back at me for a second, and then she gets this soft smile on her face. She leans in closer to me and kisses my ear before whispering to me real soft.
“Lay back.”
I pull away from her and look at her with a confused expression. She just smiles at me and places her hands on my shoulders, pushing me back against the headboard. I watch her intently as I right myself in a sitting position against the head of the bed. She smiles at me as she straddles my lap and places her knees on the sides of my thighs.
She looks at me from under her lashes as she starts to trail her hands up under the hem of my tank. She runs her fingertips over the muscles of my abdomen and it sends jolts of electricity straight to my groin. It takes all my Slayer will power not to grab her by the hips, flip us over, and fuck her brains out.
She leans forward and kisses the corner of my mouth and my hands fly up to embed themselves in her hair. She continues to kiss down my jaw as I dig my fingers deeper into her hair, scraping them across her scalp. I moan out when she slips her tongue in my ear. She knows how hot that makes me and it suddenly dawns on me that maybe she is trying to make me hot cause she wants me to fuck her brains out.
All she had to do was ask.
I reach down and grab her by the hips. She breaks away from me and lets out a gasp as I flip us both over in one fluid movement. I gaze down into her eyes as I work my right thigh between her legs. She groans out as I force my leg up into her crotch. She starts to open her mouth to speak, but I lean down and shove my tongue in it before she can say a word.
She moans out into my mouth and it drives me wild. I rake my fingernails down her sides over the material of her shirt. She moans and shifts under me, pressing her pussy into mine. I growl into her mouth and shove my hands up her shirt. She pulls away from the kiss and lets out a gasp as I knead her breasts roughly. She grips onto my shoulders tightly and slams her head back in a moan of ecstasy. I run my tongue over it’s smooth flesh and suck on her pulse point. She lets out a deep moan and it ignites my passion.
I press my thigh into her crotch roughly and slip my hands beneath the fabric of her bra. I pinch her nipples between my fingers as I trail a path of kisses down to her collarbone. I feel her move her hands in between our bodies and I moan when I feel her grab my waist roughly.
“Faith.”
Her voice is barely above a whisper, but I can still hear it. I can also hear her breathing turn ragged. The sound of her rapidly beating heart pounds into my skull as I pull and knead the flesh of her supple breasts. God. I want to pull them into my mouth and suck them until she screams out my name. They’re just so…perfect.
“Faith.”
I hear her voice drift into my ears again. I take it as a sign that she wants me to go further, so, I do.
I run my hands down to the waistband of her jeans and start to unbutton them with blinding speed. I feel Buffy’s grip on my waist tighten. I moan into her neck as I pull the zipper down on her jeans. Buffy groans and starts to push at my hips.
“Faith. Faith, stop.”
Her words don’t register in my brain, and I’m too turned on to care. So, I don’t stop. I just keep kissing down her neck to the base of her throat as I slip my hand into her pants. I start to stroke her pussy through her panties as I run my tongue along her flesh. She pushes against my waist again, but she’s no match for my Slayer strength. She lets out a muffled whimper as she pushes with all her might.
“Faith! I said…stop!”
I let out a growl and pull my hand out of her pants. I pull away from her and she lets out a relieved sigh as she sits up. I look down at her and see the frustration in her eyes. I know I’m probably making it worse, but I gotta try. If I don’t get in them pants soon…
I lean down and start to kiss her passionately. I feel her wanting to resist, so I massage her tongue with mine, nice and slow. She moans into my mouth and lets me push her back onto the bed. I run my hands over her sides and down to her hips as I continue to work my tongue in her mouth. I ease my hands to the front of her hips and start to edge them towards her zipper. Her hands come down instantly and cover mine. She pulls away from the kiss and stares deep into my eyes.
“Faith, I’m not…I don’t want to.”
I let out a groan of protest and lean down, kissing her neck softly. I trail a path of wet kisses to her earlobe and take it into my mouth, sucking gently. I hear her moan and I try to slip my hands back in her pants, but her grip on them tightens. I trail my tongue up behind her ear and lick it.
“Please, baby? I need you so much.”
I hear her let out a whimper as I lick the side of her throat. I can feel her swallow hard.
“No.”
Fuck. I’m running out of options here.
There is only one other thing I can think to do. If that doesn’t get her to give it up, nothing will.
I slide my hands from under hers and place them on her thighs. She lets out a moan as I kiss my way down her body to her navel. I place a delicate kiss on the sensitive skin just above it causing her to arch into my mouth. I grip the sides of her hips tightly and ease my tongue into her navel, swirling it around. She lets out another moan and buries her fingers in my hair as I kiss and suck on her delicate flesh.
I slowly start to slide my hands up to the top of her jeans as I continue to kiss her navel. She lets out another moan and pulls my head tighter against her body. I ease my hands over the sides of her jeans and start to pull them down. I have them half way off her hips when I feel her hands leave my hair and grab my hands once again.
“Baby, no.”
Fuck it! I can’t do this.
I pull away from her and move to sit on the edge of the bed. I run my hand over my face and through my hair. I take in a deep breath to gain control over my raging libido. I hear the sound of dragging material and I turn my head to see Buffy pulling her jeans back over her hips and zipping them up. I glance up to meet her eyes and she’s looking back at me with hesitation.
Yeah. You damn right I’m pissed.
I just sigh out and turn my head back to stare out the window. I hear the bed shifting behind me and then I feel her familiar warmth against my back. I can feel that she wants to touch me, to comfort me, but she doesn’t.
“Are…are you mad?”
Her voice is barely a whisper.
“What do you think?”
That came out a little harsher than I intended, but I think she gets the point.
“I’m sorry.”
I turn to face her with scoff. She has been looking down this whole time and she looks up to meet my eyes when she feels my stare boring into her.
“You’re sorry? Sorry for what exactly? Sorry for making me believe that you actually love me and want to be with me? Sorry for teasing me into wanting you, only to reject me yet again? Or are you sorry that you’ve been acting like a cheap whore and when I wanna take what you’re offering, you deny me? Huh? Is that what you’re sorry for?!”
I don’t see it coming. I don’t think she does either, but the next thing I know, she reaches up and slaps me across the face as hard as she can. My head jerks to the side from the force of the slap. It takes a minute for it to register in my brain, but when it does, I feel the Slayer in me wanting to come out and play. I can’t let her though. I’d never hurt Buffy like that.
I push myself off the bed and walk over to grab my jacket from the back of the chair. I hear Buffy let out a sob and I turn my head to see her place her hands over her mouth before another can escape. I know I must have a big red hand print where she slapped the piss out of me and I know she must see it, but nothing hurts as much as the words I said. I can’t believe I called her a cheap whore. I’m such a fuck.
I sigh out and slide my jacket on. I walk to the door quickly and place my hand on the knob.
“Faith?”
I turn my head to meet her eyes at the sound of her voice.
“Wh…where are you going?”
I sigh out and close my eyes for a second. I open them to see her staring back at me with concern as a tear falls from her eye.
I always do this. I always manage to fuck up a good thing, but I fucked up bad this time. I just can’t deal with this right now. I’m not good at fixin’ things…I mostly just fuck ‘em up. She’s never gonna forgive me for this one. I swear, I can never do anything right when it comes to her.
But there is something that I can do. There is something that I was born to do, and right now, it’s the only thing that’s gonna keep me from going insane over this shit.
I stare into the depths of her eyes and I feel my heart break at the sadness there, but I have to do this.
For both of us.
I fight back the tears as I struggle to be strong.
“I need to kill something.”
I turn and walk out of the room, slamming the door behind me.
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