Chapter 27: Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof, you saw her bathing on the roof, her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you.

She tied you to a kitchen chair, she broke your throne, she cut your hair, and from your lips she drew the Hallelujah.

~Hallelujah sung by Rufus Wainwright

"Faith!! Where are you going?!"

"I don't know," I'm trying to find where she put my clothes. "Wherever."

"Don't leave like this, Faith!" Buffy's tryin' to get me to stop lookin' for my stuff.

"Buffy, please, just let me go, I need to get out!"

"Why, can you just tell me why?!"

I look at her and narrow my eyes. "You're not really a blonde, B. I think you can figure it out."

"Let's talk about this!"

"Now, you wanna talk? NOW?!"

"Yes, now."

"Why didn't you talk to me about three months ago when you knew my grandmother was dyin'?!"

"Faith, I didn't know she was gonna go so soon!" Her voice breaks but I don't let it get to me. "You don't have to leave, we can talk about it."

"Buffy, are you really this dumb?"

"Keep knocking my intelligence and I'll..."

"What?!"

Probably gonna threaten my face. She sighs and her shoulders slump.

"Gotta get all violent when things don't go your way, huh?" I find my jeans and start lookin' for my socks.

She sits on the bed.

"I'm sorry."

"Yeah, well, I gotta go."

"Can you at least stay until morning?"

"That would require me stayin', I said I have to go!"

"I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO!!"

"Woah, chill, B. You almost took out an eardrum with that one."

I'm almost finished puttin' my jeans and socks on and I'm lookin' around for my boots. She's lookin' in her bag for somethin'. I spot my boots and start headin' towards them, she holds out a letter for me.

"What's this?"

"Read it."

I see my name on the outside, it's in Gee Gee's handwritin'. Oh, shit.

"Go on, read it." She says softly, and then gently puts the letter in my hand.

I stand lookin' at it for a bit, then sit on the bed. I think I know what's gonna be in here. Might as well get it over with, I open the letter.

Cara mia Faith,

Let me start by saying I'm very sorry, for many things I've done or not done in my life, but right now I'm most sorry for causing trouble in your relationship with Buffy. If you're reading this letter then that's exactly what's going on and I hope you find it in your heart to forgive her. Your grandmother is very hard headed, testa dura, no? But I knew what was going on, and I had my selfish reasons for not wanting you to know how sick I was. It's not that I didn't trust you to take the news like an adult, it's that I didn't want to see you so sad for the few days, weeks, months I had left. I'm not sure when I'll be going, but I know this, when I go it will be with the image of you at your wedding, so happy and full of life.

You have a great responsibility, Bella, and I feared that you would postpone your duties to help nurse me. I know that's very presumptuous of me, but you are a loving girl, I've always known that and when I thought about telling you, that was the main reason I didn't, besides being selfish and wanting to remember you happy, of course.

Please, don't blame Buffy or anyone else, she's the only one who knew, and she fought with me that day you came to see us. She wanted me to tell you right away. She's a good woman. I feel very content to know that you have her to share your life with. I'm sad, however, to know that I won't be able to see my great grandbabies, if they're anything like you were as a child, I know they'll be very beautiful and such a handful. Good luck in trying to get them to wear clothes, especially when it's hot outside, you were always naked when you were hot.

That makes me chuckle a bit.

I'm not going to take up too much of your time, you have things to do I'm sure, but please, don't be mad or upset with anyone except me. And you know your Gee Gee never let you be upset with her, so you figure that one out.

I love you, Faith. You've always made me proud, even when you weren't doing so well, you always managed to do the right thing. Know that I love you and I'll always be with you. I'll watch over you from wherever I am, but don't worry, I'm very discreet and will look away when you need to be with Buffy. Especially if it's to make me some great grandchildren.

Take care of everyone, you're the head of the family now. Don't look at your Gee Gee's handwriting like she's crazy.

I let out a laugh for that one.

Deborah is quite capable, but she can't make the hard decisions, you'll need to do that. I know you will figure it all out and do the right thing when the time comes, be patient and please be careful. Take care of Buffy and your family and let her take care of you. That is my dying wish, and you cannot deny me that.

I'll love you forever more, my sweet child. Be good to yourself.

Love,

Gee Gee

I have a pout on my face and tears in my eyes. Buffy walks over and puts her hand on my shoulder.

"Hey," She sits down next to me. "You have to understand, Faith. I did it because she asked me to."

I nod.

"Doesn't make me feel any better, makes me feel like you don't trust me." Can't seem to shake that feelin'. Wonder if I ever will.

"I didn't want to do it, and it was hard, but she's a stubborn woman."

"I know."

"Just like you..."

"I know."

And I do know. I probably woulda done the same thing if I was in Gee Gee's shoes, and she was right, if I knew how sick she was I wouldn't have gone down to DC. I just hope the shit we found on that Senator's aide will be helpful. If not I'll be really pissed. But at least I know who Gerard and that fuckface chauffeur are and what they're up to.

Buffy tentatively puts an arm around me. It feels like someone put a coolin' salve on an angry burn and I immediately relax into her side.

"You wanna lay back down?"

"Yeah, but no, wait." I want to go see Will first though. "You think I could go see Will?"

Buffy narrows her brows in confusion but she recovers quickly, "Sure, I think she's probably still up, lemme call her."

She gives me a hug and a kiss to the cheek and gets up to call Will. They speak briefly and B says I can go right over.

I tell her I'll be right back and start to leave but then I go over and pull her into a big hug. "I'm sorry for wantin' to bail on you there, B. I really don't know why I get the urge to do that. I love you, more than this world would ever be able to comprehend. Gee Gee was right, you need to take care of me and I need to take care of you. We were meant to be together and I have to learn to get that into my head." I give her one more quick but intense squeeze and go to pull away. "I'll be right back."

She stops me from movin' and looks at me with tears in her eyes, we stay like that for a few moments and finally she says, "How can you say something like that and not expect a soul searing kiss?" She pulls me in and keeps her word about the kiss.

When we break she whispers into my ear, "That's all I've been wanting you to see, we're married now, and I'm not going anywhere. You're not going anywhere, Faith. I love you so much and we're gonna be together forever. So just get it through that your thick skull already, ok?"

I laugh.

"It's a very thick head, I don't know how we'll manage."

"I'll have to go to Sunnydale and dig out Thor's hammer."

"Huh?"

"Oh, just something one of Anya's former lovers used to carry around with him, it did some serious damage."

"Well then, I'll remember not to let you go to the crater that was SunnyD."

"Hurry back, ok?" She gives me a quick peck to my cheek and then lets me go.

"I will." I blow her a kiss.

I go over to Will's room and before I get there the door opens. Shit, does she have some kinda witchy magic door opener?

The door to her house does that shit, too.

"Faith!!" She jumps into my arms as soon as I get into the room. "I'm so sorry about Gee Gee." She buries her face into the crook of my neck and cries. "I'm sorry I wasn't there today, but I'm definitely going to the funeral home tomorrow night. As me." She adds.

"It's ok, Will, I know you're doin' some important stuff here. I appreciate you keepin' us safe."

"She was a wonderful lady, Faith. I'm gonna miss her so much."

Everyone's been sayin' the exact same thing since they heard she was gone. It's gonna suck without her.

"I know, Will, I know." I rub her back and then squeeze her tighter.

After a few more minutes of Will cryin' and makin' me cry too, I ask her a favor.

"Right now?"

"Yeah, can you swing it?"

She goes over to her travelin' trunk and looks through it, the trunk itself looks like somethin' a magician would use. Often she tells hotel people she's ‘Willow the Magnificent' and she'll do a little spell and they'll be all impressed. Maybe we should sign her up for the circus, she'd probably make a lot of dough. Forget that David Blaine dude; Will would blow his shit outta the water.

"Got all the stuff I need right here." She looks taps a few bottles and looks like she's takin' stock.

"Good, let's do this. Where do ya want me?"

She smirks, "On the bed."

I laugh, "I bet you've been wantin' to say that for a while."

"Forever!" She laughs. "Miss Queen of Innuendo who never lets anyone else get a chance to say it. I did now, though, didn't I?"

"Yeah ya did, ya nut."

"But really, you should lie down."

"Should I strip?"

"It would be best, but you can put a sheet over yourself."

"Wouldn't want you to get distracted and ruin somethin'." I wink.

"You think I haven't seen the girls before?"

"I know ya did, when I almost lost them in the desert." When she and I almost died together savin' those Shaman in the Middle East, I lost my shirt, half my bra, and then my boobs were almost shorn right the fuck off. I hate that memory.

She shivers at the memory too and then turns back to her trunk to get some stuff ready, I take off all my clothes and get under the covers.

"If you wanted me in your bed, Red..."

"Yeah, yeah, I know. Don't even kid because if Buffy finds out you were naked in my bed, she wouldn't wait to hear the rest, I'd be dead. So hush."

She mixes some stuff in a bowl and I see it glow bright green. Wow, that's fuckin' bitchin', dude.

Twenty minutes of sheer agony later and I'm back at Buffy's door, "Faith, what happen...why's your hair all wet? Were you out in...was it raining in Will's room? But your clothes aren't..."

"It'll all become clearer in a little while, I need to shower." I'm so exhausted I don't know if I'll be able to stand in the shower. But Will said once I let the water run over me, I should be fine. She better be right.

Buffy steps aside and lets me into her room.

"What happened?"

"I'll explain when I come back out. Please, B, I need to shower, ok?"

"Sure."

I go into the bathroom and close the door, I lean up against it and close my eyes. I can hear B talkin' to Red, tryin' to get information out of her, without tryin' to sound like that's what she's doin'.

After strippin' and turnin' the water on to really warm but not scaldin', I step into the spray. Will wasn't kiddin', I'm reminded of that old commercial for Irish Spring soap, or that Zest stuff, ‘cause as soon as the water cascades over me I feel a hell of a lot perkier.

I scrub myself squeaky clean and use Buffy's hair dryer to dry my hair. Usually I like to let it air dry for a while first and then blow it dry, but I don't have time for all that.

I slip on B's robe and go back into the room. She's sittin' on the bed with her back to me. A thousand things must be goin' through her mind right now. I go and sit on the chair that's by the table.

"Can you tell me now?"

That makes me smile a little bit. It reminds me of that guy from the cell phone commercial. ‘Can you hear me now?'

"What's that smile for?" She's all suspicious.

"Come here and find out." I pat my lap.

She slowly pads her way over, she's got her silk loungin' robe on, and I can tell she's got only her panties on underneath.

Woah, that's fuckin' unreal. I just got a jolt like I've never gotten before.

I can see her hesitancy, and as soon as she gets near I pull her down on my lap. I situate her right where I want her to be and she immediately goes rigid and shifts on my lap.

"Uhhhh, what...is...did you... did you bring the thingy?" Her eyes narrow at me in question; she wants to know what's goin' on.

"The thingy?" I wanna play with her just a little.

"The...you know...toy?"

"Sorta." I wink at her and smile.

I open the robe just a little and bring her hand inside, I put it on my crotch.

Her eyes are as big as dinner plates. "Th-that's, oh my god, Faith! That's real! You didn't!!" She looks accusatory, but there's a hint of a smile on her face.

"Nope, I didn't..."

"Will did!!!"

"Yep."

"But, but I thought it would take days?!"

I shrug, "That's what I thought, too. But I asked Will to speed up the process."

"Oh, my god!! Is that why you came back soaking wet?"

"Yeah, it kinda hurt. A LOT!"

She pouts in sympathy, "My poor baby."

I wink and give her the eyebrow wiggle, "Speaking of babies..."

She smiles mischievously, "You didn't ask me before doing the spell. What would you do if I said I didn't want to start having kids right now?"

I was prepared for this smartassed-ness from her.

"Me and Red had a contingency plan."

"Spell reversal? Would that hurt, too?" Her brows narrow and I can't believe she walked into this one.

"Nah, not spell reversal."

She gives me a ‘what then' look and I smirk, "Hot monkey sex."

Now I get the angry brows from her, "Allow me to be the first person to kick you in your balls." She starts to get off my lap, I pull her back down and hug her to me.

"Hey!! They're no balls per se, but that would still fuckin' hurt, don't even joke."

"Really, you don't have big hairy balls? Lemme see." She gets a mischevious grin on her face and it makes my new addition stiff.

Heh. New Addition, I used to listen to their stuff when I was a kid. What the fuck am I thinkin'? I've got a penis, and Buffy is sitting on my lap and I'm thinkin' about Ronnie, Bobby, Ricky and Mike. And that other dude that sounded like a woman. Fuck, focus!!

She starts to pull my robe open and I suddenly feel all self-conscious about my body. That usually doesn't happen to me. I'm self conscious about how I come off to people, but never about how I look.

"You don't want me to see?"

I kinda shake my head and shrug. I don't know what I want.

"Oh my god, I thought when you got that thing you'd be strutting around acting all ‘look what I got'."

I pout and her lip comes out in sympathy.

"I did this for us, B. For our kids, not ‘cause I wanna be a macho asshole."

"I know, Faith. I'm sorry, I was just kidding."

I shift a little in my chair and her ass rubbin' on my crotch makes me forget about bein' upset.

"It's ok, so you wanna try maybe...you know...?" I ask.

"Do you have protection?" She sounds serious.

"Don't take this the wrong way, B. Mostly because I don't want you to pound my face, but wouldn't that kinda defeat what we're tryin' to accomplish here?"

"Well, how do we know it'll work properly? You haven't used it yet, right?"

My face feels all hot and I know I must be blushin'. Shit, I didn't even know I could blush, but since I've been with B it seems like it's all I ever do.

"Uhhhh, ummm."

"You did use it didn't you?!" She gets that laughin' surprised face that I love to see on her. "Did you have to bring in a magazine to get you started?"

"No, but I'm not tellin' you what I thought of either, it was hot though, that's for sure!"

"Not your fantasy threesome with me and your clone is it?"

"Uh, no, not that one." That bitch, she loves to tease me about that. "It was me, you, and your clone." I stick my tongue out.

"Oooh, yes, you can have appetizers, that would be nice." She winks. God she's on a roll tonight. Just be-boppin' and scattin' all over me.

I pout.

"Awww, not the adorable Faith pout again, you know how hot that makes me?"

"I guess very, ‘cause you always say somethin' to make me pout."

"Not always, but it is cute." She smiles and then leans in to kiss me on the pout.

When I feel her lips touch mine I feel a certain body part stir and I deepen the kiss, she gasps into my mouth. After a few minutes of makin' out she pulls away just enough so she can get her robe off.

Wow, it's like I haven't seen her naked in years, I guess it's been since the tent at the lake, I don't really count the fake stuff in DC.

I pick her up while we're kissin' and walk over to the bed, I set her down gently and she breaks our kiss and scoots back onto the bed. I was about to protest, ‘cause I wasn't done kissin' her yet, when she takes off her panties and tosses ‘em at me. She turns on her side and puts her head on her hand, she's got one of those ‘come hither' looks on her face. I can't believe I use words like that now, ya know, the ‘come hither' stuff, but I guess that's another Buffy influence, ‘cause usually I'd say it was a ‘come fuck me' look, but she's not a whore, so I don't think of her using words like that. Unless of course, she's in the throes of an orgasm, and then it's all on!

I still feel a bit nervous about takin' off the robe. It's like it's my first time again, and how many first times can a girl have? I mean, there was my actual first time, which wasn't a memory I'd like to think about right now, then there was my first time with a woman, then there was the first time I was havin' sex with someone I loved, which in case you were wonderin' was Buffy, now there's gonna be the first time with a real penis. My junk. Heh.

I may be all kiddin' and joky but I feel like runnin' from this room right now. She must sense that ‘cause she sits up and grabs my hand.

"Faith, we don't have to do anything, if you don't want to. I just thought you wanted to."

"I do, I...'course I do, but..."

"You don't want me to see it?"

I shrug.

"Here, I'll tell you what, I'll close my eyes and get under the covers, then you take off the robe and get under too. Ok?"

"Kay." God, why do I have to be such a baby? I can't help myself though.

As soon as the robe is off I slide under the covers, she immediately drapes herself on me and starts kissin' me deeply.

I get excited and this time she can feel it on her leg, it makes her stop kissin' me, she wants to look. Her hand snakes down in between us and she touches me; it's unreal. It's not exactly better than when we're usually together and she touches me, but it's different and it's not supposed to happen so it makes it new and pretty hot.

I just don't want her to get too attached to it, ‘cause when she's knocked up it goes away. Unless of course there's some reason she can't get pregnant, and then I would have to have Will do the spell reversal. That pain would be about 10 times worse than the pain I felt earlier tonight. And if childbirth is anything like that, then I'll have my revenge. Heh. I kid, ‘cause I'll feel really bad if she has a hard labor.

I feel the sheet slippin' off while we're still makin' out and before I know it B's lookin' at my stuff.

"It's really real." She says kinda curiously.

"Yep, any realer and well, dunno what I was gonna say there but, it's real."

B chuckles. "You're cute when you're shy." Her smile turns to a sexy grin and she's about to get on top of me when I capture her around her hips and bring her sweet pussy to my just above my lips. I blow on it and she sighs.

"I missed you so much, Faith. I missed this."

I grin at her lips and breathe her scent in deep; now I know why Prince wrote that song and called it "Sugar Walls", her pussy's givin' off a carmelized sugar smell.

It makes my mouth water. I let out my tongue just to catch some of the moisture I can see glistenin' and as soon as she feels my tongue on her folds she gasps and lowers herself on my tongue.

"Ooooh that's it Faith, right there. Yessss."

"Unnnnh" Is all I can say, ‘cause she's pretty excited and she's lettin' out a flood into my mouth.

When I get my tongue in as far as it can go I let go of her hip with one of my hands and she pitches forward to prop herself up on the headboard. I place my thumb on her clit and rub in slow circles.

"Oh, fuck, yes!"

She starts grindin' my face. After a few minutes of her sexy and completely x-rated talk I realize if we don't get this show started soon, it'll be all over for me. Damn, I'm a minute man now. Or woman, whatever, point is I gotta make her come before I do, never know if I'll get started again. Could just wanna roll over and go to sleep. Heh.

That would suck, especially because we haven't been together in a few days. Buffy'd probably wanna divorce.

Oh, shit, that thought made me kinda lose wood. But then I remember what I'm doin' and I hear her moans and sexy words of encouragement and I'm excited again. I can feel her clit pulsin' and the vibrations her hole make on my tongue tell me if I keep doin' what I'm doin', like I'm doin' it, she's gonna come very soon. Just as I'm thinking that she let's out an "OH FUCK!!" And pitches forward more and hits the wall with her fist. Fuck, the person on the other side of the wall hit back. We've gotta be more careful. Don't need to have people comin' up here to see what's goin' on. ‘Cause I need to get off in the worst way.

She's tryin' to hold herself up as I grab onto her hips to help steady her. She's still tryin' to grind my face, eekin' out the last sensations from her clit. After I clean her up a bit I let her go and she scoots down to lay on top of me.

"Mmmmm, thank you baby, I needed that." She sighs out.

"Glad to oblige." I give her an eyebrow wiggle and she chuckles right before she leans in for a kiss.

I try to do some mind control techniques so I don't get over excited while she's strokin' me.

"You want me to, uhhh, return the favor?" She winks.

Holy shit, NO! I bring out my emergency thought of nuns, but that doesn't help because all that leads to is Buffy in a nun's get up and that's kinda hot. I roll over abruptly and sit up.

"What's the matter Faith?"

"Just kinda overwhelmed right now, B. Nothin' bad or anything."

She sits up and strokes my back, my skin ripples with her gentle touch and I get goosebumps. I sigh.

"Anything I can do to help?" She kisses my shoulder and continues across to the middle of my back, leavin' a trail of small kisses.

"Uhhh, nah, not at the moment." Except stop kissin' me like that, but I'm not about to make her mad.

I'll bet you're wonderin' what the fuck is wrong with me. Why don't I just take her already and be done with it?

I'll tell ya why, it's because I don't want it to be over in less than a minute. I don't wanna get in there pump a couple of times and that's that. And right now, with the way I feel that's just what would happen. I want it to be good for her, make it last, and have more than a minute's worth of sex.

I do some more mind calmin' techniques and try to concentrate on breathin' easily. I let her touch soothe me but it's not heatin' me up like it was. She smoothes her hand over my shoulder.

"It's like a fricking rock, baby." She says.

I chuckle to myself ‘cause yeah it is, but she means my shoulder and I mean my third leg. Heh, I kid, it's not all that big, Will said it would be even more painful if I wanted a bigger one and the size is just fine for me.

"You need me to give you a massage?"

I've got my libido under control, so I turn around to her and kiss her deeply, she's startled at first and then responds. I turn fully and push her back on the bed. Once I get her fully layin' down I place myself between her legs, she parts them a little so I can get in between.

I gently lay myself on top of her while we keep makin' out. It's nice and passionate, and just the right amount of sloppy. She starts suckin' on my tongue and I get my hand in between us to cup her breast and pinch her nipple. She starts that sexy breathin' and moanin'. I better do somethin' before I start to lose control again.

I reach down with my other hand and glide my finger over her still sensitive clit, her hips jerk slightly in response and she stops kissin' me to let out a gasp.

"Oh...mmmmm..."

"Still feels good, huh?"

"Oh yeah," she chuckles and I can hear the sheer excitement in her voice. I part her pussy lips and get my hips into position.

Oh, fuck. Here it is, the moment of truth. I slick the head through her juice and she lets out another moan, she's got her eyes closed and for some reason I need to be lookin' into her beautiful hazel eyes when I do this next part. Call me a romantic, but fuck it, I wanna see her eyes. I hold my position for longer than anyone should, and it gives me what I want. Except what I wanted didn't really include a slightly confused look.

"Anything- ooooh....oh Faith, oh god."

She was about to ask if anything was wrong again, but I cut her off by puttin' myself inside her. Holy shit, dude. It's like nothin' I can describe. It's hot and wet and tight and spongy and her hole is grippin' me in a way I've felt with my tongue and fingers, but this time it's just more, and all over and magnified.

"Ooooooh....mmmmm...oh wow." She groans.

Halfway there I stop to gain my composure. It's like tryin' to hold off a tsunami, but I'm managin'. I can feel the sweat that's beaded on my forehead start to drip into my eye. I concentrate on that and it gives me the distraction I need to keep goin'. I place my hands on her breasts and squeeze a bit. The flesh that gives under my fingers directly links to the sensation I'm experiencin' in my groin and I let out a low groan.

"That's it Faith, you feel that?" She starts clenchin' her pussy around my cock and I have to close my eyes. She better be ready ‘cause she's in for it now.

I start pumpin' my hips slowly, but as her gasps get louder, the faster they make me go. I lean down and capture her lips with mine and soon we're kissin' almost violently. I can feel her pussy spasm and then subside. She's about to come again. I decide to help her out with that by rubbin' her clit while I keep up the steady rhythm of my hips.

"Oh, fuck yes, yes. mmmmfffFaith! Oh, fuckfuckfuckfuck." All of that talk she does eggs me on and I try to go even harder. Soon she's flat out screamin' in my ear and her pussy contracts and expands and repeats.

That's it, I can't hold it any longer. I'm amazed I made it this far, but I doubt anyone would be able to hold out once they feel a pussy come on their cock. The force of the orgasm hits me and I punch the headboard, that's gonna hurt later, but right now you could set off a bomb on top of me and I would feel no pain. I hear a poundin' sound and I wonder briefly if that's my heartbeat I can hear.

It feels like my whole body is fallin' in to where we're connected. I'm not even sure I'm breathin' but I'm kinda aware that I'm screamin' and shoutin'. I feel a strong shudder from B's pussy again and I bang into her harder, which sets my mind on a trajectory headed straight for the fuckin' sun. I just hope I don't burn up.

Woah dude, there's fuckin' stars and shit in front of my eyes. I'm not kiddin'. I collapse down on top of Buffy and she wraps her arms and legs tightly around me, she's kissin' the side of my head. I'm now aware that I'm breathin' ‘cause I can hear it reverberatin' off her skin. I must sound like a fuckin' horse that just ran the Kentucky Derby.

I doubt sex for anyone is like that, even for a guy's first time. I'll bet it has somethin' to do with the witches' brew Will mixed up. That electric glowin' lime green shit. We could market that stuff and make a ton of cash. Willow's ‘Big O' Brew. Or somethin' more clever than that.

When I become in tuned with what's goin' on in the room and not just in the galaxy, I lift myself off of Buffy and flop down onto my back.

She settles herself next to me and kisses my face and whispers sweetly into my ear.

"That was fucking indescribable, Faith."

I nod my head. I still don't trust my voice. I need to close my eyes just for a moment or two.

I'm in and out of sleep, I hear faintly B say she's gonna be right back. Where's she goin'? Shoppin'?

Feels like I'm blinkin' in and out. When I blink in again B's comin' outta the bathroom. I realize I've got a sheet over me.

She lifts it up to get under with me and smirks at my crotch. "It's all small now."

"Jiggle your boobies and I'll show you how big it can get."

She laughs and jumps into bed with me, immediately layin' her head on my shoulder. She lifts her face towards me and we share another sweet kiss. When she pulls outta the kiss she's got a pout on.

"What's the matter, B?" Probably upset we've only got a few more hours together, and here I am tryin' to sleep.

"I guess you still having that means I'm not pregnant." She's got a small grin on her face so I know she's jokin' around.

"I dunno about that, I heard a ‘DING!' like one of those egg timers, the second I shot off. So it's probably gotta just incubate for a few weeks."

She chuckles. "You're twisted."

"You ah." I say with my Boston accent.

We love the reruns of Saturday Night Live when Jimmy Fallon and Rachel Dratch do the teens from Boston. I always do the voices and sayin's for her. It makes her laugh like she's doin' now.

We kid around a little more then she gets a serious look on her face. "You think we could do that again?"

"I'll need a little rest first, but I'd definitely like to try, if that's ok with you."

"It'll be fine with me, in fact better than fine." She sighs contentedly. "You should get some sleep, it looks like your eyelids are being propped up by toothpicks."

I'm tryin' my best to stay awake for her but it just isn't happenin'.

"Ok, don't let me sleep too long."

"Don't worry I won't."

I catch a bit of a cat nap and when Buffy wakes me 45 minutes later I discover I have what is my first morning wood. I should take a picture. Heh.

We make love two more times but this time neither is as uncontrolled as the first time. But when the orgasms hit, I still felt like I was shot into outer space. Kinda thinkin' that has more to do with Buffy's pussy bein' so damn good, than anything else.

We start to get sleepy again and I see Buffy shiver, it's gettin' kinda cold. I get off the bed and pick up the sheet and comforter. I make up the bed while B just lounges and smirks at me.

"No, don't help, that's ok, B, you just lay there. Like a lump."

"I will." She lays back on the bed and stretches out. Damn she's fuckin' hot, sexiest lump I've ever seen, that's for fuckin' true. I have to look away or else I'll throw this shit down and have my way all night long with that hot little body of hers and then we'll miss the wake tomorrow mornin'. And I can't do that shit to my family. Gee Gee's also watchin' and she'd strike us down in a heartbeat.

I get the bed all made, which is hard to do when there's someone in it and that someone keeps pullin' the covers up too far over their head ‘cause they like to cocoon themselves. I can't believe how cold she gets at night. I mean, I can get cold if it's actually cold, but even if it's like 75 degrees B's cryin' for the comforter and junk. One time she had pulled it so far over on her side, that she made it fall on the floor, when I woke up in the middle of the night to take a leak she was attached to my back like a leech, practically burrowed right underneath me and sappin' the heat right outta me. Poor cold little Buffy. Almost makes me wanna pout for her, but she's bein' a brat right now and purposely fuckin' up the covers so I can't make the bed up all the way.

Fuck it, I get it mostly done and then get back in bed. She's rolls over to make a pillow outta me and I stop her and push her back on her side of the bed. I start pawin' at her chest like I'm a cat makin' its lie down spot. She laughs.

I'm so freakin' tired it hurts, once I'm all comfy and situated on B's chest she puts her hands in my hair and massages my scalp. I kiss the area over her heart a couple of times. I hope I don't drool, I'm that fuckin' tired and I feel like I'm gonna just spittle all over her chest . Heh.

She's such a sweetheart though, she'd never say anything, ‘cause she might think it would stop me from bein' all girly and layin' on her. ‘Cause I know she loves it when I do that.

I can feel her move her fingers lower and massage the base of my skull. Ooooh that's fuckin' good.

I wonder when we'll find out if she's got a bun in the oven.

The last thing I feel is her givin' the top of my head a soft kiss. I think I hear her sob, but I that could be just my dream startin' to take over.

Today's been pretty sucky, and wonderful. Wonder what tomorrow will bring.

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